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Chapter 3 - WHAT A LIE COSTS

That night I called June again and asked her to tell me a story about my mother that didn't involve Morettis, records, or secrets. June laughed softly and said Lillian had once entered a neighborhood pie contest with an apple pie she burned so badly the bottom turned black. Rather than throw it away, she'd scraped off the crust, served the filling in little cups, and named it a deconstructed masterpiece. She hadn't won, but she'd made three judges laugh.

"She was more than a frightened woman," June told me. "Don't let these papers make you forget that."

I needed the reminder. Since opening the envelope, I'd begun seeing Mom as a collection of omissions. I had forgotten her terrible singing when she cleaned the apartment, the way she watered plants at midnight because she worked during the day, and her habit of drawing a star beside any bill she'd finally paid. She had been living a life while carrying a secret. The secret was part of her, not all of her.

I found an old voicemail from her and listened. She was asking whether I'd eaten lunch. A bus passed in the background, and she complained about the cold. At the end, she said, "Love you, Em. Call when you can." I played it twice and then put the phone down. I didn't want to turn her voice into a clue. For a few minutes, I wanted it to be only my mother speaking.

When Isaiah returned with groceries, I helped him put them away. I asked whether he had ever been afraid to expose a powerful person. He smiled sadly. He had been afraid every time, he said. His daughter had reminded him that courage didn't mean becoming someone who never worried. It meant making a decision and taking responsibility for its consequences. Then he admitted that he wished he had asked for help sooner. He'd lost his job partly because he'd tried to carry the investigation alone.

His honesty made him more credible than his assurances. It also showed me that trust didn't have to happen all at once. I could give him the facts I knew while still keeping copies of every document myself. I could listen to Ruth without treating her memory as unquestionable. And I could love the man I'd left without following him home.

Dominic didn't come through the gate immediately. He stood beyond the fence under the freight yard lights, rain darkening the shoulders of his coat, and waited while Isaiah checked the cameras.

I had dreamed of seeing Dominic follow me. In those dreams, he apologized with the sincerity of a man who had finally recognized love. In reality, the sight of him made me angry enough to shake.

"I'm not going out there," I said.

"You don't have to," Isaiah replied.

Dominic raised his phone. Mine was disabled. He called Ruth's number instead.

"Emma," he said when I answered. His voice traveled cleanly through the speaker. He wasn't pretending to be deaf now. "Please hear me out."

I almost laughed. "That's an interesting choice of words."

He didn't defend himself. "You're right."

"You heard me tell you I loved you."

A pause. "Yes."

"You heard me call the doctor because I was worried about your headaches. You heard me cry outside your study after your mother said I didn't belong at the family dinner. You heard every single word and let me think you couldn't."

"Yes."

"And you called me useful."

His silence was answer enough. I pressed my hand against the cold wall.

"I thought I was helping someone who couldn't defend himself against what people said. I thought we understood each other."

"I let you believe something false because it gave me control," he said. "I can't excuse that."

I had expected explanations. The honesty hurt differently.

"Then why are you here?"

"Because my mother sent men after you. Gabriel found the order. I canceled it. One of those men didn't answer the recall."

I looked at Ruth, who nodded grimly. "Someone shot at us," I said. "They nearly killed her."

His breathing changed. "Are you injured?"

"No. That's not permission to come in."

"Understood. I can leave my car and the security codes for the gate. You can use them to get away. I won't follow unless you ask."

That offer stopped me. For five years, Dominic had arranged everything around me: my hours, my meals, the discreet car that brought me to the hospital when my feet were swollen. Kindness delivered as control was hard to untangle. Now he'd finally offered a choice.

"Why is your mother afraid of an envelope addressed to me?" I asked.

He said, "I don't know. But the document Gabriel brought me mentions your birth and a private transfer from St. Agnes. I think there's a connection to my family's foundation."

"Your mother said Vanessa is pregnant."

"That's what she says."

"Isn't she?"

"I haven't seen her medical records, and I won't pretend to know. Vanessa told me we were expecting. I asked for time to discuss it privately. My mother announced it at the hospital before I could."

A small, ugly hope flickered in me. I extinguished it. Even if Vanessa was lying, the betrayal of my trust remained real.

"You shouldn't have to prove anything to me," I said. "And I don't have to come home."

"I know."

I hung up before I could begin believing that he did.

Isaiah spoke to Dominic through the gate. They agreed he could leave a vehicle with clean registration and a first-aid kit, then walk back to his driver. Dominic complied. He did not ask to see me.

I watched from behind the tinted glass. He paused beside the empty SUV, looking toward the warehouse door. For a moment his face was not the hard mask I'd known. Then he turned away.

Ruth rested her hand on my shoulder. "That couldn't have been easy."

"Neither was being lied to for three years."

"True."

I appreciated that she didn't ask me to forgive him.

We used the SUV to reach a rented apartment above a closed bakery on the west side. Isaiah had installed a camera in the hallway and stocked the kitchen with groceries. The rooms were plain but bright. Nobody called me servant. Nobody told me where I could stand.

For the first time since leaving the mansion, I slept for three uninterrupted hours.

At dawn, a woman's voice woke me. Ruth was speaking to Isaiah in the kitchen.

"If we tell her everything now, she'll go straight to Vanessa."

"She deserves the truth."

"She deserves a truth we can prove."

I stepped into the doorway. "I'm standing right here."

Both turned.

"Tell me about my father," I said.

Ruth's expression collapsed. Isaiah drew out a chair. I stayed standing.

"Your mother, Lillian Ward, worked as a private nurse at St. Agnes," Ruth began. "Margaret hired her because she was reliable and because she had nowhere else to go. Lillian met a man connected to the Moretti family. He promised to leave his marriage. He never did."

I felt the blood drain from my face. "Who?"

"Anthony Moretti," Ruth said. "Dominic's father."

The room turned soundless.

Dominic's father had died when Dominic was nineteen. His portrait hung above the grand staircase: dark hair, blue eyes, and a smile that never reached them. I had polished the frame every Tuesday for five years.

"You're saying Dominic is my brother?" I whispered.

"No," Ruth answered quickly. "I am saying Anthony was listed as the girls' father in an unsigned private file. It could be a lie, a cover story, or the truth. We need independent evidence before anyone makes that conclusion."

I grabbed the chair to steady myself. I had loved Dominic. The possibility made me sick, though Ruth was right that an unsigned entry proved nothing.

"What about the letter? My mother said not to blame him."

"She wanted you to know that whatever Anthony did, Dominic was a child too."

Isaiah looked troubled. "The adoption file lists another paternal name, not Anthony's. We have conflicting records. That often means someone deliberately polluted the trail."

I opened my mother's letter again. There was another sheet folded against the back I hadn't noticed. The paper carried a short handwritten message:

The blue ribbon was yours. The yellow ribbon was hers. They changed the names, not the blood. The man Margaret called your father paid to make the file say it. Find the woman who signed the correction.

At the bottom was one name: Dr. Helena Price.

Isaiah searched his notes. "Helena Price was the obstetrician on duty. She resigned three months after the births. No forwarding address."

"Can we find her?"

"Maybe," he said. "But Margaret won't be the only person looking."

I studied the photograph. Two newborns lay side by side. I touched the one with the blue ribbon. Had I really spent twenty-six years believing I was an only child while my sister lived in another world? And why would Vanessa seek Dominic's fortune if she knew the man who raised him might also be linked to her own birth?

My phone, now running on a prepaid card, buzzed with a message from an unknown number. There was no greeting. Only a photograph of a newspaper clipping about a woman named Helena Price, who had died in a house fire eighteen months earlier.

Below it, a sentence:

STOP LOOKING FOR THE DOCTOR. LOOK FOR THE GIRL SHE HID.

I showed Isaiah. He studied the phone, then asked, "Did you tell anyone this number?"

"Only June. I haven't even called her yet."

Ruth stood so quickly her chair scraped the floor.

"What girl?" I asked.

May you like

Her face had gone pale.

"I never told you about the third baby," she whispered.

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