Chapter 4 - THE BLUE BLANKET

Eleanor remained in intensive care for two more days.
The doctors said the breathing crisis had been caused by a combination of exhaustion, an underlying heart condition, and the stress of the journey. She was stable, but she would need surgery and a long recovery.
Luca visited every morning and evening.
At first, he spoke very little. He sat beside her bed, asked about her medication, and listened while she described the life she had lived without him.
On the third day, she asked him to bring the blue suitcase from hospital security.
Inside were carefully folded clothes, a small wooden box, and the blue blanket.
Luca lifted it gently.
The fabric was faded. One corner had been repaired with tiny stitches. A small embroidered E appeared near the hem.
“My mother made that?” he asked.
Eleanor nodded.
“She was your grandmother. She never got to meet you.”
Luca ran his thumb over the embroidery.
“What happened to her?”
“She died when you were six months old. She spent the last weeks of her life helping me search.”
He folded the blanket again.
“Why didn't you remarry?”
Eleanor smiled sadly.
“I had a few chances. But I couldn't imagine building a new family while part of my heart was still looking for you.”
Luca lowered his eyes.
“I had a good childhood.”
“I know.”
“Giovanni and his wife loved me.”
“I believe that.”
“They never made me feel unwanted.”
Eleanor reached for his hand.
“Then they gave you something I couldn't give you at the time. I will never ask you to love them less.”
Luca looked up.
“You aren't angry?”
“I have been angry for thirty-nine years. I don't want to spend the rest of the time I have left asking you to choose between people who loved you.”
He sat quietly.
Then he asked the question that had been troubling him since the mansion.
“Did Salvatore ever love you?”
Eleanor looked away.
“He loved being able to decide what happened to me. I mistook that for love when I was young.”
She explained that Salvatore had been involved in dangerous business long before Luca was born. He had promised to leave that world, but when Eleanor became pregnant, he changed his mind. He believed a child could be used against him.
After Luca's birth, Salvatore arranged for Giovanni and his wife to raise the baby. He told them the mother had died and that the child needed a safe home. Giovanni agreed, believing he was helping a close friend.
“Your adoptive parents were not part of the kidnapping,” Eleanor said. “They were given a lie, too.”
Luca closed his eyes.
“Then everyone I loved was kept from the truth.”
“Yes.”
He looked at the blanket.
“Why did Salvatore let me be engaged to Vanessa?”
Eleanor's face tightened.
“Because he wanted the families joined. He thought the truth would stay buried.”
Luca stood and walked to the window.
“He knew we were related.”
“He knew.”
The room went quiet.
Luca turned back.
“Then he was willing to let it happen.”
Eleanor nodded.
“I am sorry.”
“Don't apologize for what he did.”
She reached for him.
He returned to the bedside and took her hand.
For the first time, he called her something other than Eleanor.
“Mom.”
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Her face crumpled.
She pressed his hand to her cheek and cried.